Be Good to Yourself

Trust yourself. You know what you want and need.

Put yourself first. You can't be anything for anybody else unless you take care of yourself.

Let your feelings be known. They are important.Express your opinions. It's good to hear yourself talk.

Value your thinking. You do it well. Take the time and space you need. Even if other people are wanting something from you.

When you need something, don't talk yourself out of it. Even if you can't have it, it's ok to need.When you are scared, let someone know. Isolating yourself when you're scared makes it worse.

When you feel like running away, let yourself feel the scare. Think about what you fear will happen and decide what you need to do. When you're angry, let yourself feel the anger.

Decide what you want to do. Just feel it, express it, or take some action. When you're sad, think about what would be comforting.

When you're hurt, tell the person who hurt you. Keeping it inside makes it grow. When you have work to do and you don't want to do it, decide what really needs to be done and what can wait.

When you want something from someone else, ask. You'll be okay if they say no. Asking is being true to yourself. When you need help, ask. Trust people to say no if they don't want to give.

When people turn you down, it usually has to do with them, and not with you. Ask someone else for what you need. When you feel alone, know there are people who want to be with you. Fantasize what it would be like to be with each of them. Decide if you want to make that happen.

 When you feel anxious, let yourself know that in your head. You've moved into the future to something scaryand your body has gotten up the energy for it. Come back to the present. When you want to say something loving to someone, go ahead. Expressing your feeling is not a commitment

 When someone yells at you, physically support yourself by relaxing into your chair or putting your feet firmly on the floor. Remember to breathe. Think about the message they are trying to get across to you.

 When you're harassing yourself, stop. You do it when you need something. Figure out what you need and get it. When everything seems wrong, you are overwhelmed and need some comforting. Ask for it. Afterwards, you can think about what you need to do.

We Rise From Our Past

Alhamdulillah, we get to live to see another day in this beautiful yet harmonious world. Lets make du'a and seek repentance. One way the heart and mind will be calm and be peaceful.

Throughout our life, there will always be a horrid dream that probably has come true in our life. Let's face it, you don't want to remember it right? now lets all just try to forget all the terrible things from the past that happened to us, whether it is from our childhood, school, college, university or from now, the beginning and the present of our adulthood.

How to forget the past? Just focus on the future and the present. Enjoy all the things that is in front of you, whether you like it or not, still you have to go through it. That's what we called life. Everyone has been given the chance of one life. To have another life mean that we are so lucky He still gives us the chance and hope to make it a better one.

"People change as time flies, but the memory may remain". - Anonymous

We grow so fast that we didn't flashback at what we do few years back, it may seem that we don't want the memories to haunt us again but there still a good side to this. There is still bits of pieces that we can take from our past memories like experience and momentum. These two would be considered as the main power to our survival, without these two, we may never get back up from falling.

Experience - Knowledge that we gained from action of our past, which will remind us of what should we do correctly the next time if certain situation occurs.

Momentum - Once we fall, our momentum might decline really bad, probably really down that you think you don't have the strength to get back up and all hopes may seemed lost. Nevertheless, be remembered! you still have the chances to rise and set your momentum straight again by gather all your confidence, mental strength and physical strength. (Pray to Him, set your intention (niat) straight and may He guide you to the correct path).

Let us rise and take all the distances memories into experience that we may cherish. Let us ponder into the future, once we rise from the ashes, greater things will come to us for those who are willing to take the risk. Always have in mind that Allah is very near to us, just raise your hand and InsyaAllah, He will help you no matter how big the obstacle is. He will show you the way and maybe the easiest way, but it is up to you to walk and work you way through it.

There is no reward if there is no effort.

Forget all the people around you who want to put you down, they wanna see us fallback. They do this because you are one further step away from victory. Them? just a friction between you and victory/ultimate prize.

If we ever lost into the distance, lets remember Him, Allah SWT. He will guide you back to the right path, if you wanted to. Your path of life is your own choice, but the obstacle may vary. Don't let you heart be astray. He has given you so many, yet in your heart there is ignorance?.

Without Him, we may never rise from our fall, He aid us in so many ways that you couldn't thank Him enough.

You may write me down in history
With your bitter, twisted lies,
You may trod me in the very dirt
But still, like dust, I'll rise.

Does my sassiness upset you?
Why are you beset with gloom?
'Cause I walk like I've got oil wells
Pumping in my living room.

Just like moons and like suns,
With the certainty of tides,
Just like hopes springing high,
Still I'll rise.

Did you want to see me broken?
Bowed head and lowered eyes?
Shoulders falling down like teardrops.
Weakened by my soulful cries.

Does my haughtiness offend you?
Don't you take it awful hard
'Cause I laugh like I've got gold mines
Diggin' in my own back yard.

You may shoot me with your words,
You may cut me with your eyes,
You may kill me with your hatefulness,
But still, like air, I'll rise.

Does my sexiness upset you?
Does it come as a surprise
That I dance like I've got diamonds
At the meeting of my thighs?

Out of the huts of history's shame
I rise
Up from a past that's rooted in pain
I rise
I'm a black ocean, leaping and wide,
Welling and swelling I bear in the tide.
Leaving behind nights of terror and fear
I rise
Into a daybreak that's wondrously clear
I rise
Bringing the gifts that my ancestors gave,
I am the dream and the hope of the slave.
I rise
I rise
I rise.
(Maya Angelou, And Still I Rise?)

 Let your heart and minds speaks for itself, have you grown up yet?

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ukhwah

Assalamualaikum! hey guyss. kabarewak? hahah lol pekena dgn aku kena sampok dgn hantu jawa krrkrkk korg tak nk tanya ke aku sihat ke tak? hahah K lah aku sihat alhamdulillah hendak-Nya even takde siapa pun yg tanya -.- okay, cukuplah merepek. hari nie tak larat rasanya nk gelak2. penipu je lebihh padahal typing nie pun gelak sorang2. eee org gilaaa! hahah kann semua kata aku gila. tapi aku gelak ada sebab bukannya aku gelak sesuka hati je. buat habis tenaga je fuhh fuhh *tarik hembus nafaz 100x. 


Okay, title kat ats nie agak islamic sikit hanya disebabkan perkataan 'ukhwah tu je pun lulz. Kisah yg aku nk share adalah tentang seorang kwn yg aku baru kenal tak smpai sebulan ngihihi tpi ntah mcm mana aku punya gila boleh masuk dgn dye. alhamdulillah, tak semua org kot boleh masuk ngn perangai aku isk iskk yelah kan. perangai aku nie cm ada pelik sikit. bagi seteng-seteng  org je kot. kot la hehe 


Her name is Amirah Afiqah and chiwi for short ^^ mula2 mmg tak pernah tegur pun. kitorang tusyen tempat yg sama tpi tak sama kls pun hmm alhamdulillah sgt sbb aku sekelas dgn nadh which is myyyyy bestfriend ever muahmuah hahah yg aku geli hatinye org kata yg weolls sedara =.= chiwi nie classmate dgn nadh dolu2 but now nadh dah move on kat new school. tu yg agak rindu semacam je smpai everyday tusyen je nk lepak ngn nadh gossip-gossip-ing hahah


She looks so funny and the most funny bila aku berdiri sebelah dye. dah mcm hape dah =.= She's very tall -____- but me TALLEST hahah taktak, I'm the shortest and the cutest :P K perasan. tak lahh, dye nie tinggi gile around 16* and dah nk dekat 170. pada korg mungkin tak tggi kot tpi pd aku ye, plusplus she's very slimriverr hahah hmm I wish I'll be like her but .. okay syukur Allah dah jadikan mcm nie kan lagi better. betoii dak? hehe kdg2 manusia nie mmg susah nak bersyukur. yeaa include me :') so kite kena slalu advice diri kite muehehe manusia kn mudah lupa! 


okayy waktu tusyen tuh, aku memang sgt sgt dan tersangat mengantuk tahap maximum. lepas dpt tau chiwi bwk camera then kata nk snap sesama, aku punya mengantuk terus hilang. ini #fakta okay. hahhah aku dgn camera mmg tak boleh dipisahkan. cm sahabat dah <3 tpi time susah dye tak pernah ada pun kat sisi aku -,- dapat je camera memang tak ahh nak siapkn homework tusyen yg tergendala tuh. memangg tak lahh kannn :3 dah nk last2 minute nk start kelas bru lah kelam kabut nk siapkn. lupalupa! haha :3


So next year is the the last year for weolls tusyen kat situ. fom5 lah katakan. struggle struggle hehek *konon je. but chiwi tusyen kat situ so .. boley jumpa! hihi over lah pulak minah nie ekeke paling rindu nadh lahh. sbp balik sebulan sekali je erghh rasa nk buat rule sndri je kat sbp tu. takpe2, setahun je lg. dah tak lama je lagi :D pejam. celik K dah habis SPM ! hahah K aku merdeka sekarang *bangga perasan diri . woii sedar sikit. trial SPM pun belum kaw jwb lulz so aku just nak share lah sikit gmba2 yg kitorang snap tuu. jgn jelly yeaa juollsss muihihii *dlm hati rasa nk lempang dri sndri yg terlampau menggeletis hahah

say CHEESE! *iklan colgate . konon nak ckp kitorang nie mmg 

titik beratkan tentang penjagaan gigi juolls. so rajin2lah

gosok gigi pd waktu2 yg sesuai terutamanya lps mkn ~

eee rasa nk terajang laju2 muka paling hensem niee hahahah *annyoing

hye yang paling depan sedang tahan kentut. tu yg ayu semacam je hahah :3

betul2 hardworking. best student pun tak study smpai 

lebih dua tiga empat buku cm nie hahah :3 #fake

tangga :3

kegilaan XD

:)

dushdush!

kahkahkah

heee :)

:)

like snowhite and panda je hahah

last one <3

Okay, setakat nie tu je kot yg aku boleh upload. byk ke korg rasa? tu baru sikit. tgn dah lenguh asyik click benda yg sama hihik at least dah share sikit kann. sory lahh klu ada gmba2 yg annoying gilerr. agak2 geram tumbuk je lappy korg :P hahah okay guyss. stop here . have fun for this entry and thank you so muchhh juollss yg spoting lagi molepp <3 lap uuu ~ kahkah *perasan je :p heheh

Sekian,terima kasih.

Assalamualaikum ..

bahiro

Assalamualaikum guyyyss! there is a such along time I didn't update my blog. ohh okay, I very miss miss miss my belog goblog . EHH? okay forget it. lamanya tak membebel kat blog nie. upload gmba , lepas geram cehh but it's not suitable to share the bad things here. emm emm actually I'm 16 already *ttbe. wonder why I'm telling my age? cause nxt year I'll face a big EXAM!. you all know well right? there is SPM waitin for me! ohh Allah! *sigh iskk iskk. tak baik sigh sigh nie. no matter what or lambat laun aku akan tetap jawab SPM insyaAllah kalau ada umur panjang. Ameen ihik!

Actually, aku nie dah mcm lari daripada tajuk je kan -.-' K start,today's topic quite weird right? AHAA! *konon terkejut* okay lah jangan lah buat lawak bodoh kau tu syira. cehh bahasa kurang sopan je ,please behave *nasihatkn diri sndiri >< emm honestly, I miss bahiro in the max! rindunyeee nak buli2 dyee. kan aku nie kejam sikit. ehh tak , byk sebenarnya cuma malas lah nk tunjuk kekejaman aku nie kahkah *cruel laugh yelahkan, I miss bahiro whom the real name is SYAZA NUR BAHIRAH ~ okay, what a nice name! but nama aku lg sedap :P mula dah nk perasan. annoying gilerrrr siapa yg baca. biarkan.rasakan. arghh ehh apeesal lah pmpuan nie? betul ke tak? hahah mengarut-ngarut je dah satu peranggan iskk iskk. nmpk beno childishnye :?

Okay back to the topic, I really really miss her because every day except weekend I met her, play with her and bullied her :P at the same time, she also alwayss bothered me when I got back from school. yelahkan phm2 lah kalau dah balik sekolah tu. memang tak lari daripada rasa penat dan letih. penat dan letih bukan dua perkara yang sama ke ? kecuali ejaan c(; ok, continue.  emm emm paling annoying tentang budak nie lah. annoying2 pun dia cute. tu yg membuatkan aku rasa terbantut bila nak marah dia arghh budakk . kenapa kau comel sangat dengan baby face tu? adess, apalah kau syira , nama pun baby lagi. memang lah babyface mangkuks --' hahah

Okay then, the thing that make me feel so glad is when she's wearing telekung. emm you know what? dah lah cute. pakai pulak telekung. lagi double triple awesomee cute. jellyjellyjelly 100x *screaming. lepas seratus sekali aku jamin anda2 yang membuat regangan suara ini akan bisu :3 ada ke regangan suara? isshh mengarut mengarut. mitos hahah.kadang2 rasa mcm nak baby je? :O amboii SPM tak lepas lagi woiii. jgn nak ngengada berangan! takdelah. memain jelahh. I have to achieve my cita-cita juolls! biasa org panngil uolls kn? now aku nak merosakkan bahasa lagi jadi juolls. sememangnya berkelayakan utk menjadi Pakar Perosak Bahasa --' cuti nie kan, sekali je bahiro dtg umah titerww sobbsobbs. makin dah besar makin susah aku nak peluk. tu yang suka sangat aku sakat dia. bila dia dah nk menangis baru lah ... "ala cyg2 .. tak2, akak gurau je" hahah tah pape je aku nie. mcm budak tu tahu or faham pulak aku bergurau lulz krrkkrrk

EHh  sejak bila pulak aku 'akak? cehh nak kata 2013 nnt aku senior lah kan *angkat kening well well, I'm still look young coz of my physical yangg agak kurang nak meninggi arghhh *frust menonggeng. ok back to the topic,hopefully, bahirah will be a good child. ank yg solehah. teringin nak ajar dye solat and baca Quran , ada ciri2 ustazah ke aku nie? :3 yelahh aku tahu aku tak layak but remember, bkn ustazah je yg boley ajar mengaji, tpi bagi orang yang mahir dlm selok belok ilmu tajwid, boleh je nak ajar. niat kena ikhlas so insyaAllah budak tu pun senang dpt kan kwn2? cehceh okay lah. taknak lepas rindu banyak2. nanti sedih banyak. hidup takmo sedih2. tak molep. kalau sedih pun buat2 je cm tak sedih. klu mmg tak tahan gak nk hilang sedih, menangislah . . .  :') itu pun penawar jugak. at least, kita akan rasa lega dgn menangis even masalah memang takkan selesai dgn menangis. chill chill. apa nie, ayat kemain nak dramatic sngt ehekkk xD okay juolls! takecare. holiday will end up and just a week to have fun. pray for our success , either in life or carrier :) last but not least, Assalamualaikum ~ kalau jawab sayang, kalau tak jawab rindu. so baik pilih sayang hahahh :P

kalau ye pun handphone aku tu handphone anjing baling .. please lahh ..

Don't try this at home hahha

here is Bahirah's sister. yeahh cute enough. but Iknow I'm cuitier than her hahah lulz mcm langit dgn bumi, sedar2 sikit ea krrkkr

By the way, thanks for reading this entry ~ thanks a lott. may Allah bless us. sorry if juolls get hurt when read this but I'm here just more for fun and share something beneficial and my life's story :) keep following me, kenang daku dalam doamu cehh takde kena mengena. okay, saje nak bagitahu today last tuition and I freedom dom dom dommmm ! It's only a week. lolz freedom ahh jugak to. don't be jellyyy :P

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TUDM subang

Assalamualaikum! hyee thereee! *jwb slm dulu xD today tak tau kenapa mood rajin giler nak update blog hahah lol emm emm actually, today hari yg quite tired but awesomeee lah sbb dpt tgk cerita omputeh apa nama tu. Snowblack ehh Snowhite and Huntsman hahahah this is my 2nd time tgk cite omputeh lepas pirates yg tak best tu (sbb tak tahu jln cerita). tpi kiterang lambat masukkk errghh. this is all my faultttt dem dem it >,<

and even just 2 buddy je yg hang today, it is okay! still ada lawak2. gelak2. gurau2 manja. gurau2 senda. hampanya perasaan bila pool tutup for a few days shtththtt. penat je ahh org dah packing barang smuaa siap goggleeee! hahhaha klu org checking bag aku pun agaknya tak selera nak mencuri :3 lol mcm2 benda alah, khazanah sume aku sumbat hihiks. semalam kannn (sebenarnya mmg niat nak cite pasal smlm). kite pergiiiii TUDM subang, (lahhh,kemain kecoh ag. subang je kot) xD lantak ahh nak ckp apa. my blog. my diary. get loose klu menyampah :P who cares ? muehehhee! *ttbe. mmg tak terlintas pun nak berniat tdo rumah my uncle dekat s.Alam dlm kem tu. tapi tapi hati nie klu org dah ajak, payah nak tolak heheh so i ikut jelahh . maaflah klu maksu aku sesat sbb spnjang p'jalanan aku buat taik mata je wakakaa penat K. cewah padahal tak buat apa pongss. adat lah tu jln jejauh tdooo mcm menteri2 datuk2 kat sit belakang ngehheehe then, bila bgn tgk2 dah smpai :'D alhamdulillah. bukan lah jauh mana sngt s.alam tu. then kena tdo jugak lepastu sbb bsk nk bgn awal. punya semangat nak pergi tgk hari TUDM tu, so aku pun terpaksa tdo pd waktu yg over dos hmm hmm maaasyukk~ ekekekee pd besoknya, lps breakfast strait pergi sana hhahaaha lol. pagi tu aku pun tak tau cuaca bkn main sejuk. bg aku sejuk, org lain kata panas. nampak sngt kulit panda o.O okayyy kite tgk gamba duluu yeaaa?

harap anda2 sudi menjamahnyaa muihihiii xD

<3 haha

whoooopppppp. upload sikit jelhaaa. lgpun blog dgn lappy nie agak loading. siapa ajar pun tak taw ergghh *cewah emm emm paling tak boleh time dkt sini for sure lah bila ada kat ats jet eurofighter typhoon tu hehhek. cer teka cer tekaa XD disebabkan dua org laki molek nie ahakss dodol betul -,- act, jet yg tu dari gabungan bbrp buah negara tah. tapi Malaysia aku tak pasti. rasanya ada kot. mula2 ronda2 tgk2 pameran kat sana. whoaa mcm2 bnda yg belum pernah aku tgk dpt aku tgk buat kali pertama. yelah kan contohnya enjin kapal terbang. pulak mcm aku pernah tgk -,- lol' tak tau pulak klu uolls pernah tgk. dah aku tak peduli ,janji dah puas plus mmg best. alhamdulillah for the great day! :D lepas dah ronda2, mmg berniat nak naik2 tngkap2 gmba ngn jet niee. 'org2 kat ats yg jaga tu pun samaa hahhaahaa jengjengg they are Tom and Steven hehheh. nice to meet ya! ppunyalah lamaa azab gila lah nak tggu naik jet niee. hampir 1 or 2 jam jugak laa menunggunya =.=' bila dah lama tggu tu mcm dah surrender jugak lah kan. rasa mcm nak kluar que up line tu je. tapi bila pkir balik, apesal awal2 tadi taknak disqualified kn je lol. finally aku pun waitingggg for them dgn maksuu. ohh sangat lapar dan aku pun rasa mcm nak pengsannn uhukss panas dunia baru, belum lg panas di sana. ya Allah , hanya Kau saja yg tahu. hmm telah tiba tuk kitorang naik kat ats stage nak ke jet tuhh. segan , nervousss, exciteddd and so on about feeling smua ada. adore pun ada hahhahaha lol emm then bila dah naik, Steven said 'HEYY. emm klu ikut aku kan, nak je ckp. 'takde adab ke main hey2 je. nasib baik kau omputeh. klu tak dah lama kena toucher hahhaha then aku reply le balik heyy. takkan aku na bg slm pulak kan hehhe emm ingt kan sombong lah kan, tapi he was very nice , hansome guy and entah lahh. aku nie dah laa jrg nak puji org terang2-an xD (poyo) . then aku nie tak suka environment senyapp sunyi sepi jeee. aku suka meriuhkan keadaan. huru hara sikit kan bestt ! hehe emm then aku tanya ahh dye, drpd tadi asyik berbalas - bls senyuman. takde keja plak aku buat keja gila tu. senyum mmg 1 sedekah. nie dah berapa kali tah senyum2 sengeh2 ngn dye. lain mcm pulak kang aku rasa -,-' thenn aku tnya dye tanpa segan silu, "how many times you come to Malaysia? steven: actually, this is my first time here. then aku tnya may you speak Malay? dye pun reply no sambil geleng. padan laaa. 1st time dtg sini mana nak reti ckp BM -,- so terpaksa lah menyusahkan aku menyemakkan otak aku nak speak BI hahahahha then aku ckp, sory If you can't understand my English, I'm not so good in English. then dye senyum je"its okay" . then steven panggil bos or kwn dye aku pun tak berapa pasti sbb Tom niee , at 1st aku ingatkan dye promoter je kat situuu (hahhaaha), then balik rumah aku try search sume psl dye, rupa2nyaa dye nie terlibat dgn Group Business Development Executive at BAE system. hmmm pelik2 je ahh nama. abaikan. tapi kalau tak caye korg boleh search kat google. just type 'Tom Tizard' :) then steven panggil tom , dye pun bual2 , mungkin suruh si tom nie speak malay. aku tnya dye, you can speak malay? then tiba2 dye ckp 'APA KHABAR? 'SELAMAT DATANG' LOL hahahhahaa tergelak2 aku. dye pun sama ngekk -,- kebetulan turn kitorang je lamaa kat ats stage tuhh. dye ingt aku takde rasa malu apa nk tayang muka kat khalayak ramai hahhaha bajet giler ayat! emm steve: wait here for a moment yaa~ emm should me turn down the stairs? (aku) ohh sokay you just stay here(him) ohhh i likee hahahhaha apa lagi aku pun bual2 dgn dye. tnya lah pndapat dye tntg Malaysia nie. berani dye mcm2 ckp buruk2 tntg Malaysia hahhaa dye boleh tahan peramah jugak lah kan. tnpa segan silu aku pun dpt bergamba dgn dye. mula2 ckp ahh "may I have some pictures with you? yeahh sure you can (him) arghh rasa nak menjerit je time tu hahahhaha kdah taklawak pun. then naik ats, si Tom yg layan kiterangg. siap nak dokong @tlg angkat aku masuk dlm jet. agak2 ahh kan. insyaAllah tak de apa2 berlaku. I can stand by myself. mungkin dye dipertanggungjwbkan utk jaga keselamatan time ada org2 yg naik ats je tu. shocked jugak lah kan. terlalu open sngt smpai tngkap gamba pun slumber derk dyee je nak peganggg2 bahu. nak ckp 'sory,' sebb tak selesa dye buat mcm tu pun aku takut. aku sndri tak tauuu. hmmm respect sbb dye org luar. then mungkin budaya dye kat sana terlalu bebas smpai mcm nie skali. perhaps he dont know budaya Mlaysia nie mcm mana. takdelah sebebas negara dye. lain lah org lain yg suka rela hati nak pegang2 nie. tu lain cerita. aku rasa dye pun pangkat pakcik dah kot hahahha ehh entah ahh. tapi mcm muda je :3 then rasa sentap je bila nak trun stage jet tu. *siap sentap haha ngekss-,-' tapi mmg best lahh, walaupun kejap jee :'> till we meet again! thanks sbb sudi mmbaca and sory klu ada ayat2 yang agak meluat atau annoying giler bila baca. lapp u! thanks again :) salam

hihi terima kasih daun keladi pffttttt*

selamat hari lahir

assalamualaikum! yaw yaw wassupppp! ewah t'lebey sudaaa kehkeh emmm

1st, mmg dah lama gegila tak update blog nie. smpai dah layout bru dah. lagi memengingkan kepala hot hotakksss kuu. okay title post 'selamat hari lahir~wonder rite? whose birthday? 'org laaa. takkan kucing aku kot. kucing aku pun belum stehun lagi alolooo tomey2 si kurus! (kucing I mengamalkan balanced diet you knowww)hahahha ACTUALLY I WANNA WISH HAPPY BIRTHDAY! to to to azimazman . selamat hari tua yah you youuuu kahkah (gelak kejam) May Allah bless you and may your dreams come truee fuhhh sorry tak dpt nak bg hadiah and bila nak nyanyi kat skype pun mic gila, dengki and so on. jealous betul agaknye. time tu le nak buat hal erghh ehh ttba emo hahah emm emm sbg, ganti .. ecewahh siap ganti hahah sbg smlm tgh2 je skype internet stuck mcm jhgfusdfvjhfsgfjjhbfjhgfhffffjweytrebferf (a.k.a mencarut) haha astaghfirullah .. tak baik tak baik .. okay dah , sbg ganti nie ada some wishessss for youu moksss! I hope you'll enjoy with this childish writing hahah coz my writing is quite cute ;p 

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uppssssssss! :D hahaha

but I'm true riteee? time aku je dye ckp gemok kfineee org lain sume ckp kite kurus hang sorang je ckp kite gemok ajimmm , dah sah le jelessss mentang2 lah I punya badan dah IDEAL hahaha xD (sila muntah) klu hang baca nie ajim dah sah berasap plus geram. alaaa relax laaa. time your besday nie laaa mmg activity wajib 'kenakan org kehkeh :'D jgn sentap taww smlm sbb  xdpt dgr suara merdu lagi lunak syira nie wahhaha nanti you balik Malaysia bkn stakat nyanyi ngaji pun boleh heheh xD yg pasal fries tu I tak bpe nak heran kan (padahal jeles) hahah serious dgn sejujurnya wktu tu tak mkn lagi and agak terliurrr krkrkkrrrrr. klu nak bg pun mmg tak smpai --' hahah agak t'kilan sbb internet stuck, emm serba slh pun ada. sory again (Y) and paling sedeyh sbb tak dpt nk tnjuk new puple dinasour (barney) kikiki hope ajimm suke wish2 nieee. biaso lah time2 takdo kojo nie. just a simple wish tpi bunyi mcm gebang je kan hahhaha emm emm may your dreams come true bro! Dr. Nurazim bin Azman 1 day heheh :') pray for our success. especially me will sit a big examination nxt yearrrr. doakan syira b'jayaaaa k. thats all. lagi type kan lagi merapu meraban kang dibuatnyee hihihi tatatatatitititutututu ilalliqa' ya sodiqi~ last but not least .. 

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ajimm nnt lps solat jgn lupa doakn syira bila study muka mcm nie ..

and klu tak pun mcm nie ..

mana2 je tpi yg nie mcm over plak hahah siap nk nmpk gigi stdy -,-'

BUT PLEASEEEE jgn mcm nie ..

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okay, xsuka and taknak muka kelat mcm nie haha. i wanna enjoy in studying! :D

thats all bye !

sombong

assalamualaikum ! hye kwn2 ~ hahah 

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takde pe ahh wakakkaa (padan muka) xD

hahah jokejokee ^^

pernah tak kena mcm nie ? slalu ?

mmg gila sakit hati kot kdg2 klu TERkena mcm nie

nak nak time kite tgh btul2 serious . 

kalau aku kena mcm tu ,

bertukar jadi harimau jugak aku waktu tu heheh

yelahh lumrah lah kan nak ada gurau senda manja2  ngade2

tapi bertempat lewrrrr

ada ke org tgh HOT , time tu le kau nak jokingg

nak geletek2 , tarik2 pipi , ttup2 mata =,-

silap2 kena flying kick jugak ~ fuhh

aku slalu jadi mangsa mcm nie

nak tau dgn siapaa ? jengjengjengggg ..

tu tak pentinggg

sometimes , suka lah jugak klu time tu mood tgh gilaa

tpi smpai roh harimau dh msuk dlm badan aku 'say goodbye okay ~

go to hall hahahh

aku nie takde la serious bebenauuuu

aku suka gelak tapi dah tak boleh byk gelak

mulut aku tba2 dah ketat nak gelak kehkehhh

hmmm

kalau org yg 1st time jumpa aku mybe dye akn ckp 'sombong

biasalah .. 1st sight kan ..

tapi klu dah kenal , luar dlm buat gurau wakakaa 

sory gurau kasar .. serious aku tak suka nak cover2 niee

im not like cover girl ececehh geli je

sumpah aku rindu nak bergelak tawaaa

hahah gila puitis ayt aku mcm tak pernah gelak langsung -,-'

tapi bila time buat muka sombong especially dpn laki

aku sndri rasa nak cabut batang hidung aku

kalaka pun ada tapi mmg funny 

kdg2 tak tahan gelak aku strait gelak je

mmg aku dah tak tahan tgk muka aku yg sparuh bajet sombong hahha

stop !

ego tu kena ada ^^ heheh

klu org boleh ego asal aku tak boleh ? (ayt org slalu ckp dgn aku)

yelaaa2 wateverrr ,

asalkan kau bahagiaa witwoottt

okay nah hambek niee !

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k dah nak gelakkkkkk puas2 ~ geli3 kbyeee xD

walaaweyy

assalamualaikum ! kalau x jwb dosa klu jwb syg XD

heheh emmmmm

act mcm dah lama je aku tak post , ttba hari nie tak boleh tdo

then tebiat nak post hahha -,-

errr actuallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy 

I I I kan kann . ahakssss 

i tak tahu nak mula kan mcm mana

eww gelinya haku 0,-

sbenarnyaa aku ririndu kat skola yg aku mintak tu

hahhaha mcm gampang betul lah aku

surat smpai watdekk je , mcm takheran siap taknak pndg

'dgn sukacitanya bahawa sifulan sifulan .. blablabla ~

haritu dah tolak mati2 ehh silap 'hidup2 , dah tu tringat2 bagai

sbenanya mmg mengidam nak skola situ since dri fom1

aummmmm tapi aku takyakin aku istiqamah 

amalkan bnda2 yg aku blaja kat situuu -______-

kat sana suasana tenang , for sure lah hostel kan

lebih pack masa dye drpd skola2 biasaa

hmm kang silap2 separuh jln je aku nie

bukan boleh percaya , hati cpt sngt bolak balik erghh ;(

klu masuk sana , dah takde dah nak main fb2 bagai

twitt mengtweet dah takde dahh 

skypingg2 nie pun dah hapus kan hdup2 cewah -,-

mcm tu skalii kee ?

tpu je . yelah . sebagai nak mnjaga hafalan

byk sikit pntang larang . mkn pun nak kena jaga

tak boleh mkn smbarangan woott TT

bila rmai nak pindah niee mula hati aku sebakkk

tak kesah lah kwn lama ke kwn baru ke smua sama je

smua aku syg aku rindu wakakkaaa

jgn nak perasan hahah kan dah terkantoiii puii

betul ahh , sebut je sbp ke mrsm yg mana2 kwn aku dpt

meremang trus bulu roma , smpai ke tengkuk2 skali naik D:

shockeeeed gituu :'(

bila aku nak pindah aku pkir 2 3 kali ,

rasa mcm sedih je tapi nakk .

tapi tapi ..  arghhhhhh 

aku tak tau ahh , kputusan muktamad .

just go on je yg skrg niee

2 tahun tak lamaa cewahh smpat aku bergoblog lg niee

baru lah aku rasa kwn tu pnting dlm hidup aku ..

sbenanyaa dah lama sdih sbb t'pisah dgn kwn baik time fom1 -,-

hahahha cm bebudak ahh aku =/=

then aku rawat luka yg tak sembuh2 nie ..

takpe2 . everyone have their own objective in life ..

masing2 nak berjaya kan kan ^^

so bila dah makin rapat punya rapat

seko seko nak pindahhh

drpd aku down mula2 msuk kls sc tuh 

time dah ada smangat time tu jugak lah diorang nak pindah

arghhhh syeraaa ~ be strongggg .

you still have Allah ~

waktu tu , Tuhan je tahu ..

sdih ke hape ke aku terpksa lalui

congratez kengkwn aku yg dpt sbp .

bangga ^^ hahhaha

yg tak dpt tu takyah lah sedihh

klu mmg nak sngt , buat rayuan ..

ada rezeki insyaAllah dpt . tak payah kot mngharap sngt

kita dah buat yg terbaik so rezeki Tuhan nak bg number 2 :')

bukan hak kita nak itu ini ritee ? 

kdg2 aku rasa lemah gemalai jeeee

nak blajoo pun tak smangat dahh hahah

gilaa ahh jauh2 kanlah ya Allah ..

aku bnci perasaan yg buat aku down tu

jauh2 kanlah bisikan syaitan yg direjam tu fuhh

now alhamdulillah , feeling good .

seriously , baru skrg aku ada selera nak mkn

kalau tak masa 1st2 school

makan taknak , tak lalu and klu mkn kluar balik

penatnyaa tiap2 hari mcm tu ..

lama kelamaan aku tawakkal jelaa dgn apa kputusan yg aku buat

alhamdulillah dpt jugak ketenangannn

syukurr syukurrr thanks Allah <3 :')

and bila sentuh bab 'cintan cintun niee

actually , aku ada feeling dgn someone wakakkaa

tapi tak tahulah dye betul2 serious or what dgn aku ..

aku sukaaa dyee (pengakuan berani mati)

eeee geli je dgr hahaha tapi takkan aku nk tpu dri sndrii

wuhukkss takpe2 , aku simpan dlu perasaan niee

and klu dye tahu and dpt rasa perasaan aku nie alhamdulillah ^^

tapi aku taknak ada relationship dgn spe

menyusahkannn . sebenanyaa ..

aku lagi suka kwn , bila kwn selamanyaaa

bila TERcouple lah apa lah cinta2 niee

kejap jee , bila clash tgk la

haremm nak tegur -,-

masing2 ada haluan sndri ..

kau cara kau aku cara aku .

tapi klu smua bnda kita buat krn Allah insyaAllah

ada baiknyaa ^^

tpi blajau duluuuu , its not the time for cintan cintuuunn

bak kata abg kesygn aku (muntah kejap)

and mungkin lah kann , aku ada perasaan suka2 tu

tapi nak b'cinta tu jauh skali wahhahaa

apalah dayakuuuu krkrkrkrrr -,-

aku gelabah , gagap and byk lagi cewahhhh

pengalaman tak ckup nak cite sejarah2 cinta kuang3

ckuplah suka sama suka .

org ckp bila kite suka someone luahkn

malu jugak kan bila luahkn perasaan yg kita suka dye >,<

swearrr malu nak mati , rasa nak kurung diri dlm peti surat

mcm muat =.=

sometimes bnda2 mcm tu mndtgkan smangat and smetimes

bahaya sbb boleh buat kite down .

part tuh aku unlikeeee ergh :/

tapi time semangattt kau ckp le blajau apa skalipun

yg tak minat automatic minatt

hahhahaha isshhh godik bebenauuu

kdg2 rasa sunyii takde sesapeee

ehh amende lak takde sesapeee

aku ada ma2 , abah , k.long , abang aku family and kwn2 <3

yg pntg aku ada Allah and Habibullah :')

ckuplah Dia sebagai penenangku sewaktu kegelisahan ..

paling aku mintak , jauhkan aku dari bnda2 yg tak baik ..

aku cuba usaha takat aku mampu .. even syaitan non giveup

nak sesatkan kturunan Adam :') hmmmm

doakan aku tak mls nak bls dendam utk spm soon 

aku dah spoilkan sejarah hidup aku

i am not satisfied :'| bantu aku ya Allah .. jauhkanlah aku dari sikap malas ~

pasrah segalanyaa ~ ehh ttba jea

nmpak benau dah O idea hahah kboiii :*